Knowing your worth...
I've spent a lot of my life not knowing or understanding my worth. Recently this plunge back into the dating scene has caused me to focus on what I am truly worth and what I am and am not, willing to put up with. I'm worth more than the last two guys I married ever treated me like and it managed to get me into this mind frame that those relationships were the best I was going to get. Wrong. I'm a good person, I volunteer - I'm active in my son's life. I'm not going to settle for someone less than what I want.
I'm not in a hurry to fall in love with anyone. Heck, I'm not entirely sure I even know what love is when it comes to loving someone other than family. However, I'm slowly learning to fall in love with myself. Physically i'm not where I want to be, however I am really interested in joining the new Kickboxing gym coming in local to me. (Anyone else want to join with me?!) I'm so very thankful for my close friends who have helped support me and in their own way teach me that I'm worth it. It's taken years for me to learn that it takes a village and darn it, my village pretty much rocks. When I was growing up my mom used to tell me that I would be able to count my friends on a hand and everyone else was acquaintances. I've got some really good friends.
If your wondering Harley Guy came up with a toothache on the day of our date and everything just kinda fizzled after that. I'm not entirely sure what happened, but I'm sure it's in the plan somewhere. I don't know if toothache was actually a thing, or the guy equivalent to I'm washing my hair. I ended up going out with friends and having a BLAST, probably a lot more fun than an awkward date with Harley Guy.
I'm not in a hurry to fall in love with anyone. Heck, I'm not entirely sure I even know what love is when it comes to loving someone other than family. However, I'm slowly learning to fall in love with myself. Physically i'm not where I want to be, however I am really interested in joining the new Kickboxing gym coming in local to me. (Anyone else want to join with me?!) I'm so very thankful for my close friends who have helped support me and in their own way teach me that I'm worth it. It's taken years for me to learn that it takes a village and darn it, my village pretty much rocks. When I was growing up my mom used to tell me that I would be able to count my friends on a hand and everyone else was acquaintances. I've got some really good friends.
If your wondering Harley Guy came up with a toothache on the day of our date and everything just kinda fizzled after that. I'm not entirely sure what happened, but I'm sure it's in the plan somewhere. I don't know if toothache was actually a thing, or the guy equivalent to I'm washing my hair. I ended up going out with friends and having a BLAST, probably a lot more fun than an awkward date with Harley Guy.
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